i have lost my self esteem.
my confidence level has dropped.
i am no longer as determined as i was before.
my perseverance has faded away.
i dislike me right now.
i hate my attitude.
so conscious the surrounding.
i mean like, it's what God thinks, not them.
i used to be so carefree.
now i'm just trapped on this podium, going to fall very soon.
sighs only God can save me, but i have to get my mindset right first.
first of all, i must think that i can do it.
then i must always rmb that God is always by my side so i'm not afraid.
and i must focus and concentrate and work hard.
i have more to say actually but i have to do my homew now.
anyw today i bumped into david in the mrt.
walked to school with germaine.
math paper was disappointing.
pe was not bad. i didnt wanna run at first.
but eventually i did.
and my timing for 2.4 was 13.19.
i thought of getting 12plus.
but i'm glad i ran throughout without walking.
anyw i was punished during science for being late.
then english cher nver come today.
training. was okay.
i wanna elaborate, but due to time constraints..
I GTG!

jaNAkOh~ xJANAKOH's