haha yea,i'm a changed person :D
drawing nearer to God(:
haha kinda weird and scary but i'll get rewarded by the Father and help others around me(:
oh well.
i have bigger problems though.
haha wait,these few days were kinda good.
but i did swear a few times here and there.
HAHA anyw,dont really know what the problem is.
but i just feel very puzzled.
haha i'll have to just leave it all to God :D
okay,i dont have anything else to say.
hmmm but i wanna just express my feelings here. but just abit. haha.

i dont know to trust or not to trust you.
i wanna trust you,but sometimes the answer's right in my face.
but no point saying all these,cos you care about yourself more than my feelings.
and i cant blame you for that,cos i know i'm not important to you.
sighs,i dont know what to do with myself. xJANAKOH's