haha i think i tumblr more then i blog.
haha maybe cos tumblr very photo friendly and i prefer photos to words.
haha and pictures speak louder than words anyw(:
haha no lah,actually i lazy type.
haha and blogger also quite boring now.
the holiday's almost over.
my current status is...
sprained aknle,
all homework not done,
quite sleepy.
hahaha yea.
i'm speechless.
hahaha. xJANAKOH's

PRAISE THE LORD!:D
GOD REALLY MADE A WAY FOR ME(:
HAHA AND IT WAS LIKE INSTANTANEOUSLY!
HE'S LIKE SO AWESOME MAN.
I WAS LIKE IN A DILEMMA-CUM-ULTIMATUM BUT GOD ANSWERED MY PRAYERS!
HAHA THANK GOD SOOOOO MUCH :D
after talking so much,the problem was
next week's U19 but i have church camp.
so Scenario#1; U19 or church camp?
i chose U19 but my parents paid for the camp already and it's at KL.
so Scenario#2; listen to parents or believe in myself?
i didnt know what to choose but at that moment i kinda want my way.
haha but my parents started lecturing me and stuff.
then of course i prayed.
firstly,God had me reflect on the situation.
haha then i thought i was kinda selfish.
but on the other hand,my parents didnt really understand why i made that decision.
so consulted my mum,my dad,God,and finally Mr Chew.
haha i told him about this problem.
and he told me can miss a match or two then make it up.
although i still feel bad that i would miss the first two games of U19,i'm glad that God was able to satisfy both sides :D
which is me being able to be present at 3/5 of the total matches and me being able to go for church camp with the family.
haha okay yea,so problem solved!
oh yea and thank God that i can come back just in time for the third match on thursday!
OMG God's awesome. like seriously.
haha anyw,the schedule for the U19 is HERE.
BUT. this is kinda like a happy ending.
BUT now i feel doubly bad for missing trainings and the matches D:
how crappy. xJANAKOH's

haha yes,i'll be flying off tomorrow afternoon (:
will be taking airasia to thailand (IKR,so cheapskate).
haha but save money lah,anyw only a few hours.
so yea,dont call or message me!
haha dont miss me also ah (:
gonna miss like 3 trainings when i'm off for this trip.
haha then come back singapore that time faster chiong for naomi's BBQ :D
mmmmm,i dont really have much to say.
haha oh yea,today's training was fun!!!
haha was with the thai people again(:
like yesterday.
anyw,i'm fat ):
haha i know,random,but i really am ):
argh,not happy with my lower stomach.
wanna get abs!!! HAHA.
haha okay lah,i nothing else to say already.
good night and bye!
wil be back on the 8th :D xJANAKOH's

it's the start of the june hols.
my gosh and today was out from like 12 all the way to 10 plus.
haha had training first then went to tpy sports hall to help out.
and today's training was fun :D
haha but sadly had to leave before 6.
went to tpy and had macs for dinner.
haha did mopper for the first two sets then switch with lejie for the last as ball picker.
need to go there again tomorrow to return the shirt to mr chew ):
haha i lazy go.
anyw,it's kinda late already.
haha will fill you in with more details next time (:
good night! xJANAKOH's

Season 9 has ended!
cant wait for Season 10!:D
but Simon's not around anymore):
haha and of course i'm gonna watch his show too(:
anyw,the Finale today was cool.
haha all the previous winners and contestants gathered and sang.
kelly clarkson's returning to her old self):
though her voice is still as good.
haha and carrie still rocks :D
anyw,today was the last day of school.
didnt do much.
had chapel,english,recess,art,geog,math.
art was like sleeping period and during geog ran around with huimin and sharlene.
haha was in the toilet most of the time.
lol then math was like,UGH.
hahaha it's fun talking to miss chin.
she doesnt really have much to pick on me since i always give crap and other bullshit.
HAHA.
oh well,after school,went to toa payoh and took away macs.
walked and ate on the way to the sports hall.
haha rehearsal was okay.
then watched the combined schools train for awhile.
haha had dinner with family and shawn's family at balestier.
quite tired now,and i have tuition tomorrow morning.
yea,saddening.
haha tomorrow have the yog also. the real one.
haha yea,so goodnight peeps!:D xJANAKOH's

gonna miss like 5 trainings this holiday.
not bad lah actually.
haha thank God i wont miss too much.
anyw i'll be going thailand and church camp!:D
haha cant wait man :D
wanna go thailand and spend money on cheap stuff that you can nver find in singapore.
HAHA.
and church camp's gonna be exciting.
haha but shengyi's not going,dont know why.
and before that going to KL for a night or two.
hahah really cant wait(:
anyw,tomorrow's gonna be the last day of school.
so happy.
and these few days the weather's getting really hot ):
though it makes us want to on the air-conditioner longer and lower temperature,but that will only make it even worse.
sighs.
hahaha God will make a way(:
but of course,we must take action lah.
haha save the earth (ahem,jemima *raises brow and smiles*) HAHA.
okay,gotta go,nights! xJANAKOH's

haha yea,i'm a changed person :D
drawing nearer to God(:
haha kinda weird and scary but i'll get rewarded by the Father and help others around me(:
oh well.
i have bigger problems though.
haha wait,these few days were kinda good.
but i did swear a few times here and there.
HAHA anyw,dont really know what the problem is.
but i just feel very puzzled.
haha i'll have to just leave it all to God :D
okay,i dont have anything else to say.
hmmm but i wanna just express my feelings here. but just abit. haha.

i dont know to trust or not to trust you.
i wanna trust you,but sometimes the answer's right in my face.
but no point saying all these,cos you care about yourself more than my feelings.
and i cant blame you for that,cos i know i'm not important to you.
sighs,i dont know what to do with myself. xJANAKOH's