the whole day i wasnt really thinking about today's match.
instead i was still thinking about yesterday's.
i'm just really pissed with myself.
anyw today after assembly we all went to put our bags outside the hall.
go and change then eat lunch.
wore our knee pads and shoes then went down parade square to warm up.
i partnered steph today.
idk why jingyi say must rotate or what.
like for the next match i partner carmen.
lol idk lah.
aw man i felt even worse today.
but at least today i was more calm then yesterday.
anyw we all prayed before the match started then we went on court to da fang.
after that is free spike.
i'm glad i was at least able to spike two out of 3 good balls.
but i know that's nver enough.
then we fa qiu.
damn it i fa out ball then yesterday cant even fa over.
lol anyw i knew i couldnt play today due to yesterday's bad performance.
then coach sub-ed in jingyi and carmen instead.
OKAY YOU WANNA KNOW WHAT MY TITLE'S ABOUT?
after everything, coach went up to me and told me that he actually wanted to put me in to play. but because he wanted to give carmen a chance cos maybe she has had the experience before in primary school.
at that moment i was happy, sad and pissed all combined.
i was happy that coach actually had to intention to let me play.
i was sad that he didnt let me play at all for this game even for the second set.
i was pissed cos of the same reason why i was sad.
lol yea so it's weird and complicated D:
haha anyw we won the match (:
then after that we fa qiu then played survivor with the seniors.
i was grouped with joey lim and jemima (:
idk i today very lazy to gun di leh ):
like when da fang that time also nver gun.
SIGHS.
trained home with joey then i slept for awhile from 7 to 8 plus.
oh yea and i forgot about my tutor then she like came to my house and i wasnt there.
lol anyw i should go sleep soon.
my eyes are like black and puffed up.
haha and there's training tomorrow.
I MUST BULK UP AND JIA YOU MAN.
haha okay nights.

jaNAkOh~ xJANAKOH's